A New Goal
My mom noticed that I’ve gained weight, and I know this because she just told me how much better I look with a few extra pounds. Her exact words were:
“Whatever weight you’re at, you need to stay there. You look good. Your face doesn’t look so gone.”
Probably she meant to say “gaunt,” which was precisely the look I was striving for. But now I’m thinking “gone” is a better goal.
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My last conversation with my mother took place at my bridal shower this weekend, which should have been a happy time but leave it up to my mother to leave me feeling like shit on a day that should be oh-so-filled with joy. It went something like this:
Me: Mom take my picture with Autumn (my moh)
Mom: Ok honey but suck your stomach in and tilt your head, your chins are showing from this angle.
Me: ………
Mom: I’m sorry you’re mad but you would have been even madder later when you saw this picture, ya know the camera adds 10 lbs.
Me: ………
FUCK YOU MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just another example of the many reasons I struggle with my eating disorder!
Chins!! She said chins!!!! I work very hard every day to make sure I have a skinny jaw.
again……FUCK YOU MOM!!!!
oh moms. enough said i think.
Yay. Moms.
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