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Zero over Zero

I dread going to doctor’s appointments, but only because I know I’m going to be forced onto the scale while fully clothed with someone peering over my shoulder. It’s one of the most horrifying scenarios I can imagine (much less experience), and I always promise myself that I’m going to avert my eyes when the dreadful moment arrives.  

But morbid curiosity usually wins out, as it did yesterday and as suspected, I was greatly disappointed by my numbers. NUMBERS, plural. Though it’s long been my goal to reach a single digit weight, I’m not losing hope. I found out that my blood pressure is on the low side of normal, which kind of excites me. If I can’t get my weight down to zero, the least I can do is get my blood pressure there. Yay! I love setting goals. It gives me something to live for.

4 comments

1 Amy { 09.24.09 at 7:52 am }

i hate going to the doctors as well. you KNOW the nurse weighing you is always bitter and fat and HAS to make some kind of comment. grr.

2 Emaciated Lady { 09.24.09 at 5:57 pm }

zero over zero is almost as good as anemia.

3 lightly radiant { 09.24.09 at 10:27 pm }

Hey, keep your head up. None of us like doctor’s appts…they’re the worst, whether you’re too skinny or too fat. At least they’re not putting you into a hospital to gain weight…you got through it, now you can keep on your way.

4 Nicole { 09.25.09 at 12:17 am }

lol i always weigh myself backwards if at the doctor bc it messes up all my much more accurate numbers…though now that i think of it, i do believe i havent gotten a check up in 5 yrs. fear? oh yes

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